When
inclement weather moves my lunch time walk indoors, I like to utilize
an out-of-the-way stairway in the three-story building where I work. My
routine goes something like this: 44 steps down, turn around, 44 steps
up, lap around the atrium, 44 steps down, turn around, 44 steps up, lap
around the atrium. You get the idea. I do as many repetitions as time
allows. If it sounds kind of monotonous, it is.
Except for my little
wabi-sabi radiator. Situated between the 44 steps down and the 44 steps
up, is an ordinary steam radiator with a corroded valve in the most
extraordinary shades of turquoise. Since turquoise is my favorite color,
seeing that little blue-green burst of color in an otherwise drab and
dingy stairwell while trudging (I mean sprinting) up and down the stairs
makes my heart happy. It’s true. That little radiator makes me smile.
It greets me on every journey up and down the stairs and reminds me that
beauty can be found in unexpected places.
As I mentioned in the
last post, I’ve been doing a lot of reading lately. In the book,
Wabi-Sabi for Artists, Designer, Poets and Philosophers, author Leonard
Koren describes the ancient Japanese aesthetic of wabi-sabi in this way:
“Wabi-sabi is a beauty of
things imperfect, impermanent, and incomplete.
It is a beauty of things
modest and humble.
It is a beauty of things unconventional.”
I’ve been thinking a lot about wabi-sabi
lately and I think this radiator totally fits the bill. It’s humble,
modest, and imperfect. There’s an entire colony of dust mites camped out
there. The pipe leading to the valve is a hot mess of chipped paint and
rust. Yet, I think it’s beautiful, and finding beauty in a corroded
turquoise valve could very well be considered unconventional. Right?
Once I recognized the wabi-sabiness of the radiator, I pulled out my
phone and snapped a couple of pictures. You know, just in case I ever
needed to remember that particular shade of turquoise.
That was on Friday.
Today,
I was shocked and horrified to discover that someone had come along and
spray painted the valve on the radiator sometime during the weekend!!!
With a single spritz of white paint from an aerosol can, some
well-meaning maintenance worker had changed, and possibly destroyed, the
subtle beauty of my little wabi-sabi radiator. Plus…it’s not even a
good paint job! I’m not sure if that makes it better or worse. I only
know that today I feel sad and disappointed. And I know that today I
understand the meaning of wabi-sabi a little bit better. Today I
understand the impermanent part. And I know—without a shadow of a
doubt—that because it’s beauty was impermanent, that
ordinary/extraordinary humble, modest, imperfect, little radiator really
did embody the spirit of wabi-sabi for me. And now it’s gone.
I usually make notes whenever I’m reading a book to record the thoughts or ideas I might want to remember
or refer to in the future. This is what I notated from the book
mentioned above:
“Beauty is a dynamic
event that occurs between you and something else. Beauty can
spontaneously occur at any moment given the proper circumstances,
context, or point of view. Beauty is thus an altered state of
consciousness, an extraordinary moment of poetry and grace.”
I hope you find moments
of poetry and grace in the world around you. And when you do, be sure to
enjoy them for whatever time they last.